6/18_p2

something on the additions — I can’t escape the process
to put everything together into a closed structure although I can easily imagine doing that with a painting or a musical composition — in fact it is necessary especially with music
(bird tempers flare) (I think)

not necessary for music — i’m still deciding about formats and the last couple of days while working on these mixed notes have been thinking of closed structure novels — a new novel - a pornography etc — reading deep down and the female pornography — (sensuality)

(the carved sculpture which have no drawings etc — the layered sculpture which have associated drawings) — the results have to stand alone — now this page — as it develops I know that arrangements etc should be changed — ideas elaborated etc — it seems the finished product should be all that’s important yet I can’t escape the process (perhaps this would be a good page for straight text rather than typographic variations (examples — definitions) — this and similar pages

the clouds — a running figure — I never have been good at seeing images in the clouds
just clouds — wisp lines surrounding strangely shaped masses growing darker toward the inside to a very dark grey in the larger clouds — running figure disintegrates into a few wisps of white — fractals in the sky — dissolving — it’s almost time for work
sun on skin — a lower cloud overtakes and passes a higher one a character tries to vomit — looks at his beer — mine is almost finished (descriptions of type etc — Brador — a cloud obscures the sun — insides and outsides) — parenthetical expressions — I pick up the reading again with description of cloud (top of p99)
interlace of texts (copyright laws etc — make it a conceptual point only)

jun 1986
I can’t escape the process
6/86-30
not sure when this note was written